December Update

I can't believe this month is almost over!! Well here's a little update of whats been going on in the month of December. Which hasn't been nothing special. All of done this month is school and work and Church..My life is not that interesting just to let you know.. School is over and I'm super duper happy..I've been waiting for this semester to be over every since it started..Isn't that sad? I think i did well this semester went pretty well..I just didn't do well in one class but oh well..Anywayyyy Christmas is in two weeks and i'm excited..but i'm not going to get into detail about what i'm doing for Christmas right now..Well I guess that's all for now..Til next time

Tired

I don't know why everyone is going against me right now, I'm tired of feeling like the black sheep, I'm just tired

I want to feel the Love

There are days where i don't feel loved by my family, I know that they love me but someday i just feel like the black sheep of the family. Its like I was adopted sometimes, I just feel like i don't belong.Everything I do always is wrong or bad. I just wish that one day I could feel like I belong in my family all the time

Change

I always say I'm ready for a change, but I never change..but I always find myself going back to the same thing I said I was going to leave..I can never live up to what I say and that sucks..I can't wait for the day where I finally act out what I say

New To This

Well, this is my first actual blog besides Tumblr. I'm so new to this whole thing "blogging." Like actually blogging, because when I'm on tumblr i would reblog, reblog, reblog, and i just felt like i needed a change..I need a fresh start. To be honest tt kind of feels good to start off fresh. I doubt if i would get any followers but that's alright. This blog would probably will consist of everything in my life. I don't know whether I am going to vlog about my day or just random things or whether I would write/type out my day. I guess i will see what happens