Tired

I don't know why everyone is going against me right now, I'm tired of feeling like the black sheep, I'm just tired

I want to feel the Love

There are days where i don't feel loved by my family, I know that they love me but someday i just feel like the black sheep of the family. Its like I was adopted sometimes, I just feel like i don't belong.Everything I do always is wrong or bad. I just wish that one day I could feel like I belong in my family all the time

Change

I always say I'm ready for a change, but I never change..but I always find myself going back to the same thing I said I was going to leave..I can never live up to what I say and that sucks..I can't wait for the day where I finally act out what I say

New To This

Well, this is my first actual blog besides Tumblr. I'm so new to this whole thing "blogging." Like actually blogging, because when I'm on tumblr i would reblog, reblog, reblog, and i just felt like i needed a change..I need a fresh start. To be honest tt kind of feels good to start off fresh. I doubt if i would get any followers but that's alright. This blog would probably will consist of everything in my life. I don't know whether I am going to vlog about my day or just random things or whether I would write/type out my day. I guess i will see what happens