School!!!

EEKKKK! I'm not ready for summer to be over!! My school starts August 29th! Where did summer go! This summer is going by too fast.I could say the only thing I love about first day of school is getting new supplies or clothes for school. We're one day away from August and after that I guarantee that the month is going to go by fast. I just want to enjoy summer a little be longer. Anywho! This is my last year in the community college I'm attending. I am ecstatic to be out of that school. I would be receiving my Assoicates in Early Childhood Education. Then after this school I will be transferring to a four year school to Dual major in English. I hope in between that I could fully into my photography. We'll see. I just pray this semester I have awesome teachers and classmates, and that I have better study habits. I think this school year will be a good year. 

Frustrated

I'm going to rant! YAY!!! lol. So I've been transitioning from relaxed to natural hair. If i have to be honest I have had withdrawals about getting a relaxer but I am determine to be all natural. But Thank God for protective styling because its making the process is a little easy. Anyway, I don't mind the process its my family. Ever since I was five years old all I've gotten was a relaxer. That's all I've known. When my I get new growth i would slap some creamy crack on my hair. Plus that's all my family knows, and I just want to do something different. And my family is not big on change. There be days when my mother is like "Girl I just want to slap a relaxer in your hair." Although she is playing it just irritates me. Even my sisters. Its kinda sad on how she sees the natural hair. To hair their nappy unmanageable hair and there's manageable relaxed hair. I've been trying to teach her about about the natural hair. But for me hair is hair. I don't believe in "good hair" or "bad hair." But that's me. I'm not going to try and change her views or tell her she should try going natural because its not for everybody but I just hope she has a open-mind about it. Basically all I want is a little support. That's all I'm asking for. But I realize I'm not going to get support or props from everybody. I guess I would have to show them.

                                                                                                  

Hmmm

If I can describe this week alone in one word it would be Exhausting!!!!! Once I get home from work I get a snack and take a long nap everyday this week, and also clean up -____-. The kids I look after at my job are a handful. Where I work at they go by what grade the kids are going to this September. So I got the 4th grade. Silly me thinking this grade would be a peace of cake but NOOOOOO! Everyday these kids come in soo hyper, I wonder if their parents give them caffeine in the morning before they come to the school. But other than that I love my kids even though I want to throw them somewhere lol. Although I love them like they were my own. Besides all that, I can wait for the week end. I need a break from these kids. Even though its a short lived break cause I start all over Monday. lol 

T.G.I.F

I've never been happier so see Friday. This whole week was very chaotic. I work at this summer camp which feels like the baby sitting summer job from hell! The supervisor is a very old lady who doesn't know how to have fun and the campers are just kids I want to throw somewhere lol. Well not all of them. First these kids have no manners and feel like they can do what they want to do. Some of them just need to stay home. Besides that all I want to do is have fun just like the kid and the supervisor seems like she doesn't. I not there to sit in the class rooms all day with these kids. I did not sign up for that I signed up to have fun.Hopefully next week would be better.

Iman Omari -Worth It

    This is the song of the week month. l'm in love with his voice! His voice could put me to sleep. Plus its very different from everyone else I listen to. I like different. His album is really nice. I've listened to his whole album but I could say like 3 out of  8 of his songs of his album! Like the title of this song downloading his album was Worth It.

I am soo ready to do the big chop right now! Although I am 3 months in my transition. I really don't want to deal with the two textures. I just want to be natural already. But what I might to is do "mini chop" in the back and see what happens.Hopefully all goes well and see what happens. But I wonder if its a good idea to do a many chop? Or should I just wait and do a big chop all together?

My hair diary

So I've been transitioning for three months now. Right now my hair is holding up strong except one side of my hair doesn't seem like it isn't growing fast enough. So I'm going to try and take something for my hair to grow faster.  There are sooo many supplements out there, I just don't know what to take. I can co-wash and wear protective styles all I want but my hair is all out of wack when it comes to growing..Anyway I plan on transitioning for 8 months or a full year before i do the big chop. I hope by then my hair would be in a decent length.