31 years and still holding on

It is truly a blessing to see my parents together for so long. Of course they've been through their up's and down's but what marriage doesn't. In this day and time you rarely find people staying married, they give up too quick. My parents give me hope. And i know that i will have a long beautiful marriage  just like them

Transition update

So far my transition going okay, and a little harder. I've been transitioning for about 2 months now. I just need to get the hang of different transitioning styles without any heat. I try soooooo hard not to use heat. I just wish I had money to get my hair braided in thesenegalese twists or a sew-in weave to make this transition easier. Not to long ago I almost caved in and got an relaxer aka the creamy crack lol. But no one believes I'm going to go through the whole transition from relaxer to natural. So I really want to prove them that I CAN do it. My goal is to transition for 8 or 9 months. I'm going to wait patiently and hope i can transition for that long. We'll see ^___^

Job Hunting

It is soo hard trying to find a job these days. Either they're hiring but don't hire me or I don't have enough experience on my belt.The one thing I hate about not having job is mainly being broke all the time. Its the worse. Plus I don't want to depending on my parents all the time. I'm 21 years old and I don't need to be completely dependent on my parents. They've done so much for me already and I don't want them to have to keep taking care of me like I'm a child.  But I'm just going to keep the faith that one of the places I applied for will call me back. Until then the search continues til I get a call back

Undecided

I don't know whether I want to make videos about my transition from relaxed to natural, plus make up and stuff like that..and maybe vlogging type videos. I really don't know. I'm trying to get over the insecurities of people not liking me or even not being pretty enough. I know I don't have nothing to lose. But I just can't bring myself to get in front of the camera. Even if i don't do the hair/make-up videos I don't know what to talk about..lol omg! I making it sound like this a life threatening situations lol..I will decide what I want to do soon

My life update

Well I'm unemployed as of now. But I definitely searching for a job. I hate being broke and the summer job I got doesn't start til July. So that whole month of June I won't be working. And I really don't want to be home being a couch potato. That's one thing I can say about myself is that I'm not a home-body. Yes, I like stay home and chill for awhile but I can't being in the house all week long. I seriously will go crazy if I don't do nothing with myself. So I hope wherever I apply someone will call me back for an interview. Besides that I'm done with school I am super duper happy that I'm done with school. I'm pleased with the grades that I got for this semester although I know I could have done better. I got 2 A's and 2 C's. I wish those C's were B's but hey next year I will do better. 

I'm going Natural

I've been thinking about it for a longgggg time! So I decided to officially go natural. My last relaxer was in April , so i'm in the process of transitioning fro relax to natural. Of course some of my family members don't like my decision but I'm like its my hair and i do what I want with it. Besides that I'm kind of excited about how my natural hair is going to look like and all that good stuff. I've watching alot of natural and transitioning vids on youtube and they are really inspiring. I can't wait to see my natural hair.   

I got my permit!!!

Words can not express how proud i am of myself..It was about time I got it though, all i need is my license and then get my car! I was tired of being the only one out of my friends and some family members who dont have their license. Right now im going to call a driving school so i can practice because i already know that my mother, father nor my sister is going to help me sooo yeah i basically on my own. Which is fine with me, i need to start doing stuff on my own anyway..i realize the things i want in this life i need to go out and get it and not wait for it to be handed to me. In all that im just proud of myself and showing myself i can do anything i put my mind to and with God's help