Becoming "Girly"

I know that sounds weird but I've never been girly! NEVER! But when I try to be girly it feels sooo weird. I don't like skirts nor dresses. The only way i would get dressy is if I'm going to church or we have a special occasion where I have to wear something dressy. For me to where a dress or a skirt on a casual day will feel soo awkward. But one day i'm going to try a where a dress and blog about it and say how i feel about it.

 Here are some dresses I'm might consider wearing that's not on a Sunday

I got to get out of my comfort zone. I'm always wearing jeans or shorts or capris. This is going to be a challenge. We'll see what happens 

31 years and still holding on

It is truly a blessing to see my parents together for so long. Of course they've been through their up's and down's but what marriage doesn't. In this day and time you rarely find people staying married, they give up too quick. My parents give me hope. And i know that i will have a long beautiful marriage  just like them

Transition update

So far my transition going okay, and a little harder. I've been transitioning for about 2 months now. I just need to get the hang of different transitioning styles without any heat. I try soooooo hard not to use heat. I just wish I had money to get my hair braided in thesenegalese twists or a sew-in weave to make this transition easier. Not to long ago I almost caved in and got an relaxer aka the creamy crack lol. But no one believes I'm going to go through the whole transition from relaxer to natural. So I really want to prove them that I CAN do it. My goal is to transition for 8 or 9 months. I'm going to wait patiently and hope i can transition for that long. We'll see ^___^

Job Hunting

It is soo hard trying to find a job these days. Either they're hiring but don't hire me or I don't have enough experience on my belt.The one thing I hate about not having job is mainly being broke all the time. Its the worse. Plus I don't want to depending on my parents all the time. I'm 21 years old and I don't need to be completely dependent on my parents. They've done so much for me already and I don't want them to have to keep taking care of me like I'm a child.  But I'm just going to keep the faith that one of the places I applied for will call me back. Until then the search continues til I get a call back

Undecided

I don't know whether I want to make videos about my transition from relaxed to natural, plus make up and stuff like that..and maybe vlogging type videos. I really don't know. I'm trying to get over the insecurities of people not liking me or even not being pretty enough. I know I don't have nothing to lose. But I just can't bring myself to get in front of the camera. Even if i don't do the hair/make-up videos I don't know what to talk about..lol omg! I making it sound like this a life threatening situations lol..I will decide what I want to do soon

My life update

Well I'm unemployed as of now. But I definitely searching for a job. I hate being broke and the summer job I got doesn't start til July. So that whole month of June I won't be working. And I really don't want to be home being a couch potato. That's one thing I can say about myself is that I'm not a home-body. Yes, I like stay home and chill for awhile but I can't being in the house all week long. I seriously will go crazy if I don't do nothing with myself. So I hope wherever I apply someone will call me back for an interview. Besides that I'm done with school I am super duper happy that I'm done with school. I'm pleased with the grades that I got for this semester although I know I could have done better. I got 2 A's and 2 C's. I wish those C's were B's but hey next year I will do better. 

I'm going Natural

I've been thinking about it for a longgggg time! So I decided to officially go natural. My last relaxer was in April , so i'm in the process of transitioning fro relax to natural. Of course some of my family members don't like my decision but I'm like its my hair and i do what I want with it. Besides that I'm kind of excited about how my natural hair is going to look like and all that good stuff. I've watching alot of natural and transitioning vids on youtube and they are really inspiring. I can't wait to see my natural hair.