Little Things

You don't know how many times I will the little things in my  life get me down. I would  get pissed off because I cant find my keys or my shoes or a pair of my favorite jeans.  I will also let  people get the best of me. Its funny how any little thing can break someones happiness. You could be having an awesome day but the one thing or person can do or say the wrong thing to you and your day is ruined. Those little bad things should define how the rest of you day will go. Its best to look at all the good that is happening in you life. The Good will always out weigh the bad, so when something minor does just brush it off your shoulder and smile and be happy. 

XO Cel

Dating Rules From my future Self

     During my countless search of movies to download I came across this web series..Dating Rules from my Future Self..I was very intrigued by the concept of the show. Your future self contacts you to guide you from making that big mistake they wish they never happened in your relationship.  I know I'm not the only person who thinks it would be kind of interesting to see my future self.  I wish my future self would have came into my life to guide and stop me from making that stupid decision that I regret but I know that will never happen. If you guys are interested in watching you can find it here  I think you will really enjoy it! I just wish that both season had more episodes and I hoping they come out with another season.

XO Cel  

Just thinking..

    Although I don't know what tomorrow may have in store for me I know that its going to be great. Sometimes, even when I'm not having such a great day, I will never say "I'm having a bad day". Just because I'm living, I'm breathing, I get to see my family and friends another day. Its sad to say but some people don't get to see tomorrow or the days that come after that. I've learned that to never speak  negativity to your day. Even when I'm feeling down or groggy, I will not let that define how the rest of my day is going to be. I've also learned that I should not let yesterday's crap determine how the next day is going to be. So this quote suits how I should look at everyday..Look at the next day as a new beginning of new opportunities and whatever I want it to be. So no matter what I'm going through this day or the next, I will just remember that "Tomorrow is going to be the best day EVER" 

Another life update

Life 

Well..I started my first day at work on Friday!! It was pretty interesting, I had some fun because i get to learn something new. I work behind the scenes, I work in the stock room, un-boxing and putting things on the shelves. Sounds fun right?! lol. I know its not the ideal job but I'm just grateful that I have a job. I feel like this is a legit job just because they do direct deposit. When I found out that the do direct deposit and I got a legit name tag, I was like COOLLLL in my white girl voice lol!!! Anyway,I'm just a little nervous about how I will juggle school work and work at the same time. This is something new for me because my other two job didn't require much from me. School starts next week and I don't have my I.D or anything. I have to make sure my financial aid is set done and then I have to go to the EOF program and make sure that is all set and done as well. I'm a little excited and nervous about school because I'm actually attending a University. But I think I will okay and I will get the hang of things when it comes to working and going to school.

Hair

My hair has grown so much since I big chopped in January. I love my hair. Its soo thick and healthy, I would never go back to relaxers. I also colored my hair I believe a month ago. Oh yeah this month makes 7 months being natural!! OMGEEE That pretty cool. I'm giving my hands and hair a break so I go box-braids. I'm trying to take care of my hair even though its in braids. So can some help a sister out and give me some advice on how to care for hair when its in braids. I planning on keeping these braids in until October or November (most likely October) lol...We shall see about that.

XO Cel

One day

I want to travel across the world and breathe the air of the new places, see different faces or unique races.  I just want to get out of the nest I've lived in for too long. I just want to spread my wings and fly...One day I will do all of these things, One day 

XO Cel

As of tomorrow

I will be starting my first day at my new job..I'm a little nervous but I think everything will be okay. I just pray that the training will go smoothly! I will be working from 9am to 6 pm..It pretty exciting because this is (what I consider) my first legit job. I've work before but only as a work-study and I've worked in the summer camps but they aren't like anything I will be doing.  This is a job I've been praying for, for a long time. I'm just happy I get to put another job on my resume. Tomorrow shall be fun and interesting. I will keep you guys updated.

XO Cel 

The single life....

People put as being single is a death sentence! Being single is not bad at all. Of course, there will be times when I get a little lonely, wanting to be in a relationship, kiss and cuddle up with someone. Having all that would be nice. Thinking about getting in a relationship right now at this point of my life wouldn't be the best decision. I am very selfish. I've learn through an a interesting experience that I am not ready for that type of commitment. I've learned that I like my own space..I love me time...like all that time. Don't get me wrong I like having friends and spending time with my good friends but to be in a committed relationship ehhhh not so much. Being single I'm learning who I am as young adult. Things that I didn't know before when I was focusing on being in a relationship with a guy I had no business being with. I've also been building my relationship with God because who know  you better than God. I just believe no one should get in any kind of relationship if they have personal issues such as self-hate, insecurities and not knowing who they are. I don't know how many times I've seen couples break up because they are super insecure and/or try to find someone to love them when they don't even love/know themselves. I've learned that first hand no one can love/know you like you can..I think being single is the best thing for me to do or for anyone to do. The more you love yourself and know yourself when you do decide date or be in a committed relationship everything will fall into place.

XO Cel

Well Said....

No matter what you're going through

No matter what I was going through God always made a way out of no way. I just thank God for being good to me, even when I was good to myself. When I know it may seems like God isn't there but he is always there. Like most my mother and father will say "He may not come when you want him but he's right on time" It took me awhile to get that, every time I prayed for something I would get a little impatient because I wanted him to do it for my right then and there but I've learned that if God wanted me to have that specific thing he would have gave it to me already. Just like I would pray to God for a job, I wanted to get that job right then but as the months pass in the mist of my waiting I learned to have faith and wait. During that waiting period I just graduated and I was jobless, I didn't know where I was going to go to school or work but When I did that God made a way! I will going to school at the end of this month and I will be start my training at my new job soon! God has truly blessed me, and I am truly grateful!  

XO Cel 

Total solitude

I don't know about anyone else but I truly enjoy my own company. Living in a house with 9 people can be a bit overwhelming. The house is always live. No one really has a chill button (sometimes). But when everyone has something to do and I'm the only one in the house I just take it in because I won't get that type of solitude in long while. Even when everyone is home I would take it upon myself and just go to the mall or go to the movies, take a walk around the block by myself. Its a breathe of fresh air. Being a single has given me the chance to learn how to really enjoy my own company. I'm young and curious about the world and I don't need a relationship right now..As much I would love to be in a relationship I'm in no rush. Til then I will enjoy myself, explore the world, read a book, go the local cafe' and enjoy the scenery, most of all enjoy myself.

XO Cel 

All Black Affair

Today, I woke up 7:30 am for the interview that was at scheduled for 11:30 am..I was little nervous but I just had this confidence that everything will be okay. Since I woke up super early I prayed and read a lil bit of the bible. After I did all that I got ready and left the house around 9:20 to catch the bus, then caught the train to my destination. I got to the mall super early so I just walked around to pass the time. When the time came I went to the human resource room to get the interview over with. The man that interviewed was very nice and handsome! I was really distracted by how handsome he was. Of course I didn't distract me too long. He asked me simple questions, basic question based on my experiences and that was it. I said all of that to say I GOT THE JOBBBBB!!!! I want to dance like a manic when I found out that I got the job! I had to tell myself to "be cool Tracel be cool" literally. I am ecstatic! I know God is not going to give a job that I can't handle..The job is simple I will be basically I will give detail abou the job in a later post. The job does require everyone to wear black! I was happy to hear that just because I love black that all i have in my wardrobe..I will keep you guys updated when  I start training and all that good stuff! Til next time

XO Cel 

Capturing the moment

This picture above describes me all the way...I'm all about capturing every moment of my life. Although I don't have a real camera I will take my IPhone out in a heartbeat. Its not the best quality its there to fills the void until I get enough money to get a real camera. I know my family is annoyed when I always want to take a picture or even record a video. I just wish they understood how much capturing that moment means to me because once that moment is gone its gone forever. Once I get my camera my family better brace themselves for intense camera time! My love for photography has always been real ever since I was preteen I just never had the proper equipment or the money. I seriously can't wait to get my camera, I cant wait to do what I love to do. Til then I will be taking photos on my iphone and fangirling on my favorite photographers.

XO Cel 

My Tv Obessions pt. 2

I'm not a huge fan of reality tv shows but there are some that have changed my mind. Hollywood Exes is one of those shows that I fell in love with. Mainly because of the "D" which stands for DRAMAAAA!!! But with that drama they do have their moments where there is laughter and fun. If you haven't seen or heard of the show I will just tell you the bulk of it. Basically this show is about a group women who were share their live with the world who married to famous actors, sports players, singers and etc. Some of the famous people are  Eddy Murphy, R. Kelly, Prince, and other men I totally can't remember. I'm not really good at explaining things so I'm going to leave the info here so if you like you can get a full extent of what this show is all about. I really think you guys will like this show. 

  

O.M.G That's all i can really say! Well that's a lie but this season has me on a roller coaster. With new characters and stories my mind is just on a world wind. This seriously the best season by far. Scott is really coming into his own, I'm seeing a whole new side of Derek, Allison is stronger than ever, Styles  is just style but sexier lol. Lidia has become very interesting. I hope i'm not saying too much for those who haven't seen this show. I just really advise you Teen Wolf virgins to get watch this show. I think you would regret not watching it before. If you are that dark, twisted,suspenseful type person I'm telling you, you will love it. 

This show is a provocative yet sophisticated drama about 4 women who are friends that have an interesting story to tell. From a husband who faked his death to a women who is being charged for being in an affair with one of clients. Even though these women go through a lot, they are all strong independent women which i really like about this show. When I first heard about this show I thought it was going to be about these women who will sleep around with married men but that wasn't the case. I was pleasantly surprised on how much I love this show. If you are interested and want to catch up with most the juicy drama click here to watch all full episodes. 

If your life lacks any drama this show will fill in for what you lack! This show is scandalous and sexy. This show is evolves about these women who are dancers for a basketball team. The main character of the story has more drama then me. Asha is a sweet girl who just loves to dance and doesn't want anything or anyone to detour her away from her first love. But of course that never works out..In the mist of her enjoying her dance career she finds out who her father is, she's being seduce by one of the basketball players (mind you she already has a boyfriend) but she is doing her best to stay away from him. Her mother use to be a dancer for the same team and she tried her best to convince her not to join but you know she didn't listen. Among Asha's drama there is also drama within the group of dancers. But i don't want to give away too much. Besides the drama I love the dancing I wish i could dance! For more info click here  

Before I get into anything does anyone else have a crush on Avan Jogia! 'Cause I do! lol Anyway Twisted centers on a charismatic 16-year-old with a troubled past, who recently reconnected with his two female best friends from childhood. He becomes the prime suspect when a fellow student is surprisingly found dead in her home. that's where the drama begins. May I add Avan character is sexy!  I mean who wouldn't fall in love with him. His co-hosts are awesome actresses. I"m loving how everything is slowly coming together! I can't wait to see what happens. The season isn't over there are three episodes left! I think you guys will like it 

     What are your T.v obsessions?

XO Cel 

Life as we know it...

School 
Has been interesting...i guess..I please to announce that I will be attending college this fall to get my BA in Education. I start in two weeks!! Pray for me!  To be honest my not totally sure if I really want to stick to just Education. Hey, maybe I will have a minor. I'm not to thrilled that I'm going back being that I just graduated this May; but i guess its for the greater good. Even though I'm not excited as I want to be for school I know that everything will be alright. Especially if I study like I'm suppose to. This year I just pray that I have excellent professors, decent classmates and a bless school year and that I don't procrastinate like I always do. We'll See

Life
My life has been interesting...has its ups and downs of course, but I'm happy that I'm still blessed to see another day. Nothing much has really been going on. I didn't work all summer which sucks and which means I've been in the house almost everyday except Sundays. Other than that I hate it when I'm home like that. I'm so use to working and doing stuff. Since I didn't work I basically been filling out job applications online and I am happy that to say that I have a job interview this Friday. Only the Lord knows how much this means to me. I just pray that the whole interview goes great..so great that they will hire me on the spot. I honestly hate job interviews but I got to do what I got to do.

In other news
I am embarking on Awesomely Luvvie's #31writenow blog challenge. Its basically a challenge for bloggers to write a post everyday for the month of August. Since I've been slacking with my posts I thought this will make up for my bad blogging. I'm already a couple of days late but I will make the most out of the rest of the days. This shall be fun.

Xo Cel