One day

I want to travel across the world and breathe the air of the new places, see different faces or unique races.  I just want to get out of the nest I've lived in for too long. I just want to spread my wings and fly...One day I will do all of these things, One day 

XO Cel

The single life....

People put as being single is a death sentence! Being single is not bad at all. Of course, there will be times when I get a little lonely, wanting to be in a relationship, kiss and cuddle up with someone. Having all that would be nice. Thinking about getting in a relationship right now at this point of my life wouldn't be the best decision. I am very selfish. I've learn through an a interesting experience that I am not ready for that type of commitment. I've learned that I like my own space..I love me time...like all that time. Don't get me wrong I like having friends and spending time with my good friends but to be in a committed relationship ehhhh not so much. Being single I'm learning who I am as young adult. Things that I didn't know before when I was focusing on being in a relationship with a guy I had no business being with. I've also been building my relationship with God because who know  you better than God. I just believe no one should get in any kind of relationship if they have personal issues such as self-hate, insecurities and not knowing who they are. I don't know how many times I've seen couples break up because they are super insecure and/or try to find someone to love them when they don't even love/know themselves. I've learned that first hand no one can love/know you like you can..I think being single is the best thing for me to do or for anyone to do. The more you love yourself and know yourself when you do decide date or be in a committed relationship everything will fall into place.

XO Cel

No matter what you're going through

No matter what I was going through God always made a way out of no way. I just thank God for being good to me, even when I was good to myself. When I know it may seems like God isn't there but he is always there. Like most my mother and father will say "He may not come when you want him but he's right on time" It took me awhile to get that, every time I prayed for something I would get a little impatient because I wanted him to do it for my right then and there but I've learned that if God wanted me to have that specific thing he would have gave it to me already. Just like I would pray to God for a job, I wanted to get that job right then but as the months pass in the mist of my waiting I learned to have faith and wait. During that waiting period I just graduated and I was jobless, I didn't know where I was going to go to school or work but When I did that God made a way! I will going to school at the end of this month and I will be start my training at my new job soon! God has truly blessed me, and I am truly grateful!  

XO Cel 

Total solitude

I don't know about anyone else but I truly enjoy my own company. Living in a house with 9 people can be a bit overwhelming. The house is always live. No one really has a chill button (sometimes). But when everyone has something to do and I'm the only one in the house I just take it in because I won't get that type of solitude in long while. Even when everyone is home I would take it upon myself and just go to the mall or go to the movies, take a walk around the block by myself. Its a breathe of fresh air. Being a single has given me the chance to learn how to really enjoy my own company. I'm young and curious about the world and I don't need a relationship right now..As much I would love to be in a relationship I'm in no rush. Til then I will enjoy myself, explore the world, read a book, go the local cafe' and enjoy the scenery, most of all enjoy myself.

XO Cel 

Capturing the moment

This picture above describes me all the way...I'm all about capturing every moment of my life. Although I don't have a real camera I will take my IPhone out in a heartbeat. Its not the best quality its there to fills the void until I get enough money to get a real camera. I know my family is annoyed when I always want to take a picture or even record a video. I just wish they understood how much capturing that moment means to me because once that moment is gone its gone forever. Once I get my camera my family better brace themselves for intense camera time! My love for photography has always been real ever since I was preteen I just never had the proper equipment or the money. I seriously can't wait to get my camera, I cant wait to do what I love to do. Til then I will be taking photos on my iphone and fangirling on my favorite photographers.

XO Cel 

My Tv Obessions pt. 2

I'm not a huge fan of reality tv shows but there are some that have changed my mind. Hollywood Exes is one of those shows that I fell in love with. Mainly because of the "D" which stands for DRAMAAAA!!! But with that drama they do have their moments where there is laughter and fun. If you haven't seen or heard of the show I will just tell you the bulk of it. Basically this show is about a group women who were share their live with the world who married to famous actors, sports players, singers and etc. Some of the famous people are  Eddy Murphy, R. Kelly, Prince, and other men I totally can't remember. I'm not really good at explaining things so I'm going to leave the info here so if you like you can get a full extent of what this show is all about. I really think you guys will like this show. 

  

O.M.G That's all i can really say! Well that's a lie but this season has me on a roller coaster. With new characters and stories my mind is just on a world wind. This seriously the best season by far. Scott is really coming into his own, I'm seeing a whole new side of Derek, Allison is stronger than ever, Styles  is just style but sexier lol. Lidia has become very interesting. I hope i'm not saying too much for those who haven't seen this show. I just really advise you Teen Wolf virgins to get watch this show. I think you would regret not watching it before. If you are that dark, twisted,suspenseful type person I'm telling you, you will love it. 

This show is a provocative yet sophisticated drama about 4 women who are friends that have an interesting story to tell. From a husband who faked his death to a women who is being charged for being in an affair with one of clients. Even though these women go through a lot, they are all strong independent women which i really like about this show. When I first heard about this show I thought it was going to be about these women who will sleep around with married men but that wasn't the case. I was pleasantly surprised on how much I love this show. If you are interested and want to catch up with most the juicy drama click here to watch all full episodes. 

If your life lacks any drama this show will fill in for what you lack! This show is scandalous and sexy. This show is evolves about these women who are dancers for a basketball team. The main character of the story has more drama then me. Asha is a sweet girl who just loves to dance and doesn't want anything or anyone to detour her away from her first love. But of course that never works out..In the mist of her enjoying her dance career she finds out who her father is, she's being seduce by one of the basketball players (mind you she already has a boyfriend) but she is doing her best to stay away from him. Her mother use to be a dancer for the same team and she tried her best to convince her not to join but you know she didn't listen. Among Asha's drama there is also drama within the group of dancers. But i don't want to give away too much. Besides the drama I love the dancing I wish i could dance! For more info click here  

Before I get into anything does anyone else have a crush on Avan Jogia! 'Cause I do! lol Anyway Twisted centers on a charismatic 16-year-old with a troubled past, who recently reconnected with his two female best friends from childhood. He becomes the prime suspect when a fellow student is surprisingly found dead in her home. that's where the drama begins. May I add Avan character is sexy!  I mean who wouldn't fall in love with him. His co-hosts are awesome actresses. I"m loving how everything is slowly coming together! I can't wait to see what happens. The season isn't over there are three episodes left! I think you guys will like it 

     What are your T.v obsessions?

XO Cel 

That Girl

I’ve never been that girl to give her all to a guy who probably didn’t have anything to give. Or tell a guy how I feel because I don’t want to play a fool. I hated seeing girls put off their needs to fulfill their man’s needs. I’ve seen too many girls try to be someone they weren’t for some nigga that didn’t care for them in the first place. I didn’t want to be that girl to just be stuck on stupid for a guy. That’s probably why I’ve never had a boyfriend. Besides the fact I had my insecurities or whatever I just didn’t want to be that girl to be in relationship that was built on lies and fake love. I’m probably not making sense, I just have a alot on my mind. I just don’t want to be one of those girls to fall for someone who didn’t want to catch me in the first place.I didn’t want to be that girl.