No matter what you're going through

No matter what I was going through God always made a way out of no way. I just thank God for being good to me, even when I was good to myself. When I know it may seems like God isn't there but he is always there. Like most my mother and father will say "He may not come when you want him but he's right on time" It took me awhile to get that, every time I prayed for something I would get a little impatient because I wanted him to do it for my right then and there but I've learned that if God wanted me to have that specific thing he would have gave it to me already. Just like I would pray to God for a job, I wanted to get that job right then but as the months pass in the mist of my waiting I learned to have faith and wait. During that waiting period I just graduated and I was jobless, I didn't know where I was going to go to school or work but When I did that God made a way! I will going to school at the end of this month and I will be start my training at my new job soon! God has truly blessed me, and I am truly grateful!  

XO Cel 

Total solitude

I don't know about anyone else but I truly enjoy my own company. Living in a house with 9 people can be a bit overwhelming. The house is always live. No one really has a chill button (sometimes). But when everyone has something to do and I'm the only one in the house I just take it in because I won't get that type of solitude in long while. Even when everyone is home I would take it upon myself and just go to the mall or go to the movies, take a walk around the block by myself. Its a breathe of fresh air. Being a single has given me the chance to learn how to really enjoy my own company. I'm young and curious about the world and I don't need a relationship right now..As much I would love to be in a relationship I'm in no rush. Til then I will enjoy myself, explore the world, read a book, go the local cafe' and enjoy the scenery, most of all enjoy myself.

XO Cel 

All Black Affair

Today, I woke up 7:30 am for the interview that was at scheduled for 11:30 am..I was little nervous but I just had this confidence that everything will be okay. Since I woke up super early I prayed and read a lil bit of the bible. After I did all that I got ready and left the house around 9:20 to catch the bus, then caught the train to my destination. I got to the mall super early so I just walked around to pass the time. When the time came I went to the human resource room to get the interview over with. The man that interviewed was very nice and handsome! I was really distracted by how handsome he was. Of course I didn't distract me too long. He asked me simple questions, basic question based on my experiences and that was it. I said all of that to say I GOT THE JOBBBBB!!!! I want to dance like a manic when I found out that I got the job! I had to tell myself to "be cool Tracel be cool" literally. I am ecstatic! I know God is not going to give a job that I can't handle..The job is simple I will be basically I will give detail abou the job in a later post. The job does require everyone to wear black! I was happy to hear that just because I love black that all i have in my wardrobe..I will keep you guys updated when  I start training and all that good stuff! Til next time

XO Cel 

Capturing the moment

This picture above describes me all the way...I'm all about capturing every moment of my life. Although I don't have a real camera I will take my IPhone out in a heartbeat. Its not the best quality its there to fills the void until I get enough money to get a real camera. I know my family is annoyed when I always want to take a picture or even record a video. I just wish they understood how much capturing that moment means to me because once that moment is gone its gone forever. Once I get my camera my family better brace themselves for intense camera time! My love for photography has always been real ever since I was preteen I just never had the proper equipment or the money. I seriously can't wait to get my camera, I cant wait to do what I love to do. Til then I will be taking photos on my iphone and fangirling on my favorite photographers.

XO Cel 

My Tv Obessions pt. 2

I'm not a huge fan of reality tv shows but there are some that have changed my mind. Hollywood Exes is one of those shows that I fell in love with. Mainly because of the "D" which stands for DRAMAAAA!!! But with that drama they do have their moments where there is laughter and fun. If you haven't seen or heard of the show I will just tell you the bulk of it. Basically this show is about a group women who were share their live with the world who married to famous actors, sports players, singers and etc. Some of the famous people are  Eddy Murphy, R. Kelly, Prince, and other men I totally can't remember. I'm not really good at explaining things so I'm going to leave the info here so if you like you can get a full extent of what this show is all about. I really think you guys will like this show. 

  

O.M.G That's all i can really say! Well that's a lie but this season has me on a roller coaster. With new characters and stories my mind is just on a world wind. This seriously the best season by far. Scott is really coming into his own, I'm seeing a whole new side of Derek, Allison is stronger than ever, Styles  is just style but sexier lol. Lidia has become very interesting. I hope i'm not saying too much for those who haven't seen this show. I just really advise you Teen Wolf virgins to get watch this show. I think you would regret not watching it before. If you are that dark, twisted,suspenseful type person I'm telling you, you will love it. 

This show is a provocative yet sophisticated drama about 4 women who are friends that have an interesting story to tell. From a husband who faked his death to a women who is being charged for being in an affair with one of clients. Even though these women go through a lot, they are all strong independent women which i really like about this show. When I first heard about this show I thought it was going to be about these women who will sleep around with married men but that wasn't the case. I was pleasantly surprised on how much I love this show. If you are interested and want to catch up with most the juicy drama click here to watch all full episodes. 

If your life lacks any drama this show will fill in for what you lack! This show is scandalous and sexy. This show is evolves about these women who are dancers for a basketball team. The main character of the story has more drama then me. Asha is a sweet girl who just loves to dance and doesn't want anything or anyone to detour her away from her first love. But of course that never works out..In the mist of her enjoying her dance career she finds out who her father is, she's being seduce by one of the basketball players (mind you she already has a boyfriend) but she is doing her best to stay away from him. Her mother use to be a dancer for the same team and she tried her best to convince her not to join but you know she didn't listen. Among Asha's drama there is also drama within the group of dancers. But i don't want to give away too much. Besides the drama I love the dancing I wish i could dance! For more info click here  

Before I get into anything does anyone else have a crush on Avan Jogia! 'Cause I do! lol Anyway Twisted centers on a charismatic 16-year-old with a troubled past, who recently reconnected with his two female best friends from childhood. He becomes the prime suspect when a fellow student is surprisingly found dead in her home. that's where the drama begins. May I add Avan character is sexy!  I mean who wouldn't fall in love with him. His co-hosts are awesome actresses. I"m loving how everything is slowly coming together! I can't wait to see what happens. The season isn't over there are three episodes left! I think you guys will like it 

     What are your T.v obsessions?

XO Cel 

Life as we know it...

School 
Has been interesting...i guess..I please to announce that I will be attending college this fall to get my BA in Education. I start in two weeks!! Pray for me!  To be honest my not totally sure if I really want to stick to just Education. Hey, maybe I will have a minor. I'm not to thrilled that I'm going back being that I just graduated this May; but i guess its for the greater good. Even though I'm not excited as I want to be for school I know that everything will be alright. Especially if I study like I'm suppose to. This year I just pray that I have excellent professors, decent classmates and a bless school year and that I don't procrastinate like I always do. We'll See

Life
My life has been interesting...has its ups and downs of course, but I'm happy that I'm still blessed to see another day. Nothing much has really been going on. I didn't work all summer which sucks and which means I've been in the house almost everyday except Sundays. Other than that I hate it when I'm home like that. I'm so use to working and doing stuff. Since I didn't work I basically been filling out job applications online and I am happy that to say that I have a job interview this Friday. Only the Lord knows how much this means to me. I just pray that the whole interview goes great..so great that they will hire me on the spot. I honestly hate job interviews but I got to do what I got to do.

In other news
I am embarking on Awesomely Luvvie's #31writenow blog challenge. Its basically a challenge for bloggers to write a post everyday for the month of August. Since I've been slacking with my posts I thought this will make up for my bad blogging. I'm already a couple of days late but I will make the most out of the rest of the days. This shall be fun.

Xo Cel

Length check #2

January                              July(Now)

  I am so amazed on how much my hair has grown since January! It's been officially 6 month since I big chopped! I'm like really excited to see how big my hair gets next January. At this moment i don't have a measuring tape around to get the actual measurements maybe next time. In other news I have the bad case of HIH (hands in hair syndrome) I just can't stop touching my hair but I am going to try my best for the rest of the summer to not touch my hair because I don't want make my hair fizzier and all that good stuff. But I've had that syndrome even when I had a relaxer is just a bad habit I need to break. I need a protective style so i can give my hands a break. I might get Havana/Marley twist or goddess braids , we'll see.. til next time

                      

  Xo Cel