One day

I want to travel across the world and breathe the air of the new places, see different faces or unique races.  I just want to get out of the nest I've lived in for too long. I just want to spread my wings and fly...One day I will do all of these things, One day 

XO Cel

As of tomorrow

I will be starting my first day at my new job..I'm a little nervous but I think everything will be okay. I just pray that the training will go smoothly! I will be working from 9am to 6 pm..It pretty exciting because this is (what I consider) my first legit job. I've work before but only as a work-study and I've worked in the summer camps but they aren't like anything I will be doing.  This is a job I've been praying for, for a long time. I'm just happy I get to put another job on my resume. Tomorrow shall be fun and interesting. I will keep you guys updated.

XO Cel 

The single life....

People put as being single is a death sentence! Being single is not bad at all. Of course, there will be times when I get a little lonely, wanting to be in a relationship, kiss and cuddle up with someone. Having all that would be nice. Thinking about getting in a relationship right now at this point of my life wouldn't be the best decision. I am very selfish. I've learn through an a interesting experience that I am not ready for that type of commitment. I've learned that I like my own space..I love me time...like all that time. Don't get me wrong I like having friends and spending time with my good friends but to be in a committed relationship ehhhh not so much. Being single I'm learning who I am as young adult. Things that I didn't know before when I was focusing on being in a relationship with a guy I had no business being with. I've also been building my relationship with God because who know  you better than God. I just believe no one should get in any kind of relationship if they have personal issues such as self-hate, insecurities and not knowing who they are. I don't know how many times I've seen couples break up because they are super insecure and/or try to find someone to love them when they don't even love/know themselves. I've learned that first hand no one can love/know you like you can..I think being single is the best thing for me to do or for anyone to do. The more you love yourself and know yourself when you do decide date or be in a committed relationship everything will fall into place.

XO Cel

Well Said....

No matter what you're going through

No matter what I was going through God always made a way out of no way. I just thank God for being good to me, even when I was good to myself. When I know it may seems like God isn't there but he is always there. Like most my mother and father will say "He may not come when you want him but he's right on time" It took me awhile to get that, every time I prayed for something I would get a little impatient because I wanted him to do it for my right then and there but I've learned that if God wanted me to have that specific thing he would have gave it to me already. Just like I would pray to God for a job, I wanted to get that job right then but as the months pass in the mist of my waiting I learned to have faith and wait. During that waiting period I just graduated and I was jobless, I didn't know where I was going to go to school or work but When I did that God made a way! I will going to school at the end of this month and I will be start my training at my new job soon! God has truly blessed me, and I am truly grateful!  

XO Cel 

Total solitude

I don't know about anyone else but I truly enjoy my own company. Living in a house with 9 people can be a bit overwhelming. The house is always live. No one really has a chill button (sometimes). But when everyone has something to do and I'm the only one in the house I just take it in because I won't get that type of solitude in long while. Even when everyone is home I would take it upon myself and just go to the mall or go to the movies, take a walk around the block by myself. Its a breathe of fresh air. Being a single has given me the chance to learn how to really enjoy my own company. I'm young and curious about the world and I don't need a relationship right now..As much I would love to be in a relationship I'm in no rush. Til then I will enjoy myself, explore the world, read a book, go the local cafe' and enjoy the scenery, most of all enjoy myself.

XO Cel 

All Black Affair

Today, I woke up 7:30 am for the interview that was at scheduled for 11:30 am..I was little nervous but I just had this confidence that everything will be okay. Since I woke up super early I prayed and read a lil bit of the bible. After I did all that I got ready and left the house around 9:20 to catch the bus, then caught the train to my destination. I got to the mall super early so I just walked around to pass the time. When the time came I went to the human resource room to get the interview over with. The man that interviewed was very nice and handsome! I was really distracted by how handsome he was. Of course I didn't distract me too long. He asked me simple questions, basic question based on my experiences and that was it. I said all of that to say I GOT THE JOBBBBB!!!! I want to dance like a manic when I found out that I got the job! I had to tell myself to "be cool Tracel be cool" literally. I am ecstatic! I know God is not going to give a job that I can't handle..The job is simple I will be basically I will give detail abou the job in a later post. The job does require everyone to wear black! I was happy to hear that just because I love black that all i have in my wardrobe..I will keep you guys updated when  I start training and all that good stuff! Til next time

XO Cel