Just thinking..

    Although I don't know what tomorrow may have in store for me I know that its going to be great. Sometimes, even when I'm not having such a great day, I will never say "I'm having a bad day". Just because I'm living, I'm breathing, I get to see my family and friends another day. Its sad to say but some people don't get to see tomorrow or the days that come after that. I've learned that to never speak  negativity to your day. Even when I'm feeling down or groggy, I will not let that define how the rest of my day is going to be. I've also learned that I should not let yesterday's crap determine how the next day is going to be. So this quote suits how I should look at everyday..Look at the next day as a new beginning of new opportunities and whatever I want it to be. So no matter what I'm going through this day or the next, I will just remember that "Tomorrow is going to be the best day EVER" 

Another life update

Life 

Well..I started my first day at work on Friday!! It was pretty interesting, I had some fun because i get to learn something new. I work behind the scenes, I work in the stock room, un-boxing and putting things on the shelves. Sounds fun right?! lol. I know its not the ideal job but I'm just grateful that I have a job. I feel like this is a legit job just because they do direct deposit. When I found out that the do direct deposit and I got a legit name tag, I was like COOLLLL in my white girl voice lol!!! Anyway,I'm just a little nervous about how I will juggle school work and work at the same time. This is something new for me because my other two job didn't require much from me. School starts next week and I don't have my I.D or anything. I have to make sure my financial aid is set done and then I have to go to the EOF program and make sure that is all set and done as well. I'm a little excited and nervous about school because I'm actually attending a University. But I think I will okay and I will get the hang of things when it comes to working and going to school.

Hair

My hair has grown so much since I big chopped in January. I love my hair. Its soo thick and healthy, I would never go back to relaxers. I also colored my hair I believe a month ago. Oh yeah this month makes 7 months being natural!! OMGEEE That pretty cool. I'm giving my hands and hair a break so I go box-braids. I'm trying to take care of my hair even though its in braids. So can some help a sister out and give me some advice on how to care for hair when its in braids. I planning on keeping these braids in until October or November (most likely October) lol...We shall see about that.

XO Cel

One day

I want to travel across the world and breathe the air of the new places, see different faces or unique races.  I just want to get out of the nest I've lived in for too long. I just want to spread my wings and fly...One day I will do all of these things, One day 

XO Cel

As of tomorrow

I will be starting my first day at my new job..I'm a little nervous but I think everything will be okay. I just pray that the training will go smoothly! I will be working from 9am to 6 pm..It pretty exciting because this is (what I consider) my first legit job. I've work before but only as a work-study and I've worked in the summer camps but they aren't like anything I will be doing.  This is a job I've been praying for, for a long time. I'm just happy I get to put another job on my resume. Tomorrow shall be fun and interesting. I will keep you guys updated.

XO Cel 

The single life....

People put as being single is a death sentence! Being single is not bad at all. Of course, there will be times when I get a little lonely, wanting to be in a relationship, kiss and cuddle up with someone. Having all that would be nice. Thinking about getting in a relationship right now at this point of my life wouldn't be the best decision. I am very selfish. I've learn through an a interesting experience that I am not ready for that type of commitment. I've learned that I like my own space..I love me time...like all that time. Don't get me wrong I like having friends and spending time with my good friends but to be in a committed relationship ehhhh not so much. Being single I'm learning who I am as young adult. Things that I didn't know before when I was focusing on being in a relationship with a guy I had no business being with. I've also been building my relationship with God because who know  you better than God. I just believe no one should get in any kind of relationship if they have personal issues such as self-hate, insecurities and not knowing who they are. I don't know how many times I've seen couples break up because they are super insecure and/or try to find someone to love them when they don't even love/know themselves. I've learned that first hand no one can love/know you like you can..I think being single is the best thing for me to do or for anyone to do. The more you love yourself and know yourself when you do decide date or be in a committed relationship everything will fall into place.

XO Cel

Well Said....

No matter what you're going through

No matter what I was going through God always made a way out of no way. I just thank God for being good to me, even when I was good to myself. When I know it may seems like God isn't there but he is always there. Like most my mother and father will say "He may not come when you want him but he's right on time" It took me awhile to get that, every time I prayed for something I would get a little impatient because I wanted him to do it for my right then and there but I've learned that if God wanted me to have that specific thing he would have gave it to me already. Just like I would pray to God for a job, I wanted to get that job right then but as the months pass in the mist of my waiting I learned to have faith and wait. During that waiting period I just graduated and I was jobless, I didn't know where I was going to go to school or work but When I did that God made a way! I will going to school at the end of this month and I will be start my training at my new job soon! God has truly blessed me, and I am truly grateful!  

XO Cel