Life as of now...

Life/Work/School
A lot and nothing much has been going on lately. They only thing that I've been doing is working. Work has taken over my life to be honest. I don't even know if I'm to go back to school this semester. Anyway I've been away too long. To be honest I just haven't been in the mood to blog or to do anything for that matter. My life has be so chaotic. I will try my best to blog more often than I do.

Love life
Its existing. I'm actually talking to someone right now. We're not forcing things. We're just taking things slow and seeing where everything goes. I like this guy a lot. He's the first guy I've liked like this in a long time. I'm not trying to think ahead and start naming our babies or any of that stuff. I'm just having fun. I'm exploring my options. I'm learning to let my guard down with him. I've learning to trust him. I'm learning that I need to stop playing hard to get. Its taking me a little time but I'm getting there. I'm just glad that he understand me and he just taking with me. I really like him "inserts blushing face" Who knows maybe in a month or two from now we would probably make things official and become exclusive. We'll see..

Hair
This month make it 10 months since I big chopped...My hair is going strong and growing fast. Everyday I'm learning and loving my hair more and more.  Its getting bigger and bigger. My hair as of right now its almost near my shoulders. Oh yeah I recently straighten my hair. OMG I was soo scared to flat iron my hair, I didn't want my hair to get heat damage but thankfully I didn't. I'm enjoying this hair journey. I can't wait to see my hair a couple of years from now. I have mini twist in my hair now. I'm so ready to take them out already. I miss my fro lol. My goal for my hair is to get to BSL, hopefully I will get there 2 or 3 years from now.. Well thats all for now..Til next time

XO Cel 

Little Things

You don't know how many times I will the little things in my  life get me down. I would  get pissed off because I cant find my keys or my shoes or a pair of my favorite jeans.  I will also let  people get the best of me. Its funny how any little thing can break someones happiness. You could be having an awesome day but the one thing or person can do or say the wrong thing to you and your day is ruined. Those little bad things should define how the rest of you day will go. Its best to look at all the good that is happening in you life. The Good will always out weigh the bad, so when something minor does just brush it off your shoulder and smile and be happy. 

XO Cel

Dating Rules From my future Self

     During my countless search of movies to download I came across this web series..Dating Rules from my Future Self..I was very intrigued by the concept of the show. Your future self contacts you to guide you from making that big mistake they wish they never happened in your relationship.  I know I'm not the only person who thinks it would be kind of interesting to see my future self.  I wish my future self would have came into my life to guide and stop me from making that stupid decision that I regret but I know that will never happen. If you guys are interested in watching you can find it here  I think you will really enjoy it! I just wish that both season had more episodes and I hoping they come out with another season.

XO Cel  

Just thinking..

    Although I don't know what tomorrow may have in store for me I know that its going to be great. Sometimes, even when I'm not having such a great day, I will never say "I'm having a bad day". Just because I'm living, I'm breathing, I get to see my family and friends another day. Its sad to say but some people don't get to see tomorrow or the days that come after that. I've learned that to never speak  negativity to your day. Even when I'm feeling down or groggy, I will not let that define how the rest of my day is going to be. I've also learned that I should not let yesterday's crap determine how the next day is going to be. So this quote suits how I should look at everyday..Look at the next day as a new beginning of new opportunities and whatever I want it to be. So no matter what I'm going through this day or the next, I will just remember that "Tomorrow is going to be the best day EVER" 

Another life update

Life 

Well..I started my first day at work on Friday!! It was pretty interesting, I had some fun because i get to learn something new. I work behind the scenes, I work in the stock room, un-boxing and putting things on the shelves. Sounds fun right?! lol. I know its not the ideal job but I'm just grateful that I have a job. I feel like this is a legit job just because they do direct deposit. When I found out that the do direct deposit and I got a legit name tag, I was like COOLLLL in my white girl voice lol!!! Anyway,I'm just a little nervous about how I will juggle school work and work at the same time. This is something new for me because my other two job didn't require much from me. School starts next week and I don't have my I.D or anything. I have to make sure my financial aid is set done and then I have to go to the EOF program and make sure that is all set and done as well. I'm a little excited and nervous about school because I'm actually attending a University. But I think I will okay and I will get the hang of things when it comes to working and going to school.

Hair

My hair has grown so much since I big chopped in January. I love my hair. Its soo thick and healthy, I would never go back to relaxers. I also colored my hair I believe a month ago. Oh yeah this month makes 7 months being natural!! OMGEEE That pretty cool. I'm giving my hands and hair a break so I go box-braids. I'm trying to take care of my hair even though its in braids. So can some help a sister out and give me some advice on how to care for hair when its in braids. I planning on keeping these braids in until October or November (most likely October) lol...We shall see about that.

XO Cel

One day

I want to travel across the world and breathe the air of the new places, see different faces or unique races.  I just want to get out of the nest I've lived in for too long. I just want to spread my wings and fly...One day I will do all of these things, One day 

XO Cel

As of tomorrow

I will be starting my first day at my new job..I'm a little nervous but I think everything will be okay. I just pray that the training will go smoothly! I will be working from 9am to 6 pm..It pretty exciting because this is (what I consider) my first legit job. I've work before but only as a work-study and I've worked in the summer camps but they aren't like anything I will be doing.  This is a job I've been praying for, for a long time. I'm just happy I get to put another job on my resume. Tomorrow shall be fun and interesting. I will keep you guys updated.

XO Cel