Something blue

Untitled #12 by thatgirlcel featuring crystal bracelets

Today I didn't do much, my day was consist of class, work, and class. So my day was pretty boring. Before I get ahead of myself. The interview I went to, went pretty well from my point of view. It was your typical interview but with a little twist. The person interviewing me and these other two girls was really chill and layback but I knew she meant business. She just asked us a few questions and had us roll played as if we were already employed it was fun and interesting. Anyway let mind you I went for the interview tuesday. So the head-secretary told me they had call yesterday. I was excited and nervous about getting a message saying that the Bath and Body works called my supervisor. I am so nervous about the review my supervisor gave me. I hope it what she said was good enough for them to give me the job. But I'm not going to worry about it anymore, I'm just going to let go and let God. I always say if the job is for me then the Lord will bless me with the job. If not, he has something better for me. I'll keep yall posted XO Cel

This song was on my heart this morning. God didn’t have to do what he did for me but I’m glad he did. How can’t I not love a God like that. 

“You changed my who life, you made my wrongs right, for the rest of my life I will never know why you mad something out of nothing”- Jessica Reedy 

I hope everyone has a blessed day XO Cel 

Good morning guys! Its a safe to say I truly hate mondays. Just for the simple fact that I have to get up for work. But hey, I need money so I'm not going to complain too much.This weekend my family to South Carolina with my church while me, my little sister, and my 2 brothers stayed home and enjoyed our weekend without the extra load. My weekend went by to quick might I addI didn't really do much though, all I did was clean, and do my homework. Well tried to do my homework but that wasn't happening. lol. I will do it before its due of course. This weekend was fun while it lasted, my family came back yesterday. As much as they get on my nerves I did missed them, especially my mommy. I knew the party was over this morning when I was rudely awaken by my alarm clock at 5:30. (I really hate that thing) but it was all good because as much as I hate going to work, I love seeing how much I see on paycheck. Hope everyone as a Happy Monday XO Cel

Interview Attire?

Interview Attire? by thatgirlcel featuring chanel

Hey guys!!!! I have exciting news! I have a job interview this Tuesday! *hits the dougie* lol I am absolutely ecstatic. It with Bath and Body works. Behind the excitement I am pretty nervous. I've never had a interview for a retail store. I just have a good feeling that I'm going to get this job though. I'm not being cocky I just have faith that everything is going to work in my favor. Even though I don't have exactly have the attire above, the only thing I have is a blazer and a ugly black skirt. I will make it work though. Well just pray for me guys that I get the job. I will keep you guys posted. XO Cel 

I think I'm ready to bc

Venting Timeeeeee!!!! lol Although I said was going to wait til December or in April to bc I might just do it sooner then I think. Tomorrow I might go to get my last blow out. I'm just tired of transitioning, I'm tired of trying to blend in the two textures. I have people in my ear telling me to wait and I like I always do I listen to them. I'm not listening to them anymore. I'm tired of spending unnecessary money on my hair. I don't care what any one says I will save more money doing my own hair. I'm still sitting here contemplating rather I want to get a blow out or save money or just bc tomorrow lol. There's just alot going through my head right now. I'm just frustrated and tired of transitioning.

Virgin Diary

I'm a virgin! Always have been and always will be. I can't even count how many times I tell someone I'm a virgin and they give me that weird look like I'm a unicorn or like I have three boobs.Some even say I don't look like a virgin. Is there such a thing as not looking like a virgin? It makes me laugh. There are times I rather not say anything because there's always questions that I've answered one too many times but I answer them anyway just to get out the way. Here's what I usually say:I'm proud to be a virgin, and no you can't be the first (to the guys), I'm waiting for the right person, and yes I'm waiting for marriage. Of course not many people wait til marriage to have sex but that's my goal. Although I'm not getting married just to have sex. I just feel like giving my virginity to someone is a gift  and I want to give it up to someone I trust and care about because one I give it up I can't get it back. Yeah I know the horrifying stories of your about losing and a blah blah blah. In someway I'm hope my first time will be "special." Cheesy I know but hey a girl can dream. I would be lying if I said I've never wanted to have sex because that would be a lie. There were countless times when I gave up waiting and just wanted to get it over with. Thank God I didn't though. I would have regretted it. Plus I don't want to be one of those girls who have sex once and get pregnant. Now if that happens I would die! (not literally though lol). I'm not ready for a kid, I can wait a little while longer. So I would be keeping my virginity for a longggggg while. I already know God has someone for me, I just have to be patient.

6 months growth

Sorry for the poor camera quality (webcam) but I just wanted to come through and show my hair growth. I tried to get good shots but I definitely will get a better camera. I just finished co-washing my hair I am in love with my new growth and proud of myself for sticking with it. I think I'm ready to cut off all the relaxed ends. I'm just really getting tired of it. Although I have cut my hair short but it was like a bob short, but it has never been afro twa short. It will be something to get use to. Of course my mother is against me cutting it but I see how I feel at the end of this month. I'm just love on how thick my hair has gotten my hair haven't been this thick ever since I was little. I believe I will BC in December even though I thought about cutting it until April which will make it a full year but I think I'm set on December, It will be a  New year, New hair. I'm excited just thinking about it ^___^ XO Cel

6 months!!!

I'm so pissed off at myself for not taking pictures of my growth. I am six month post relaxer. I'm really proud of myself for lasting this long. I promise I will take a picture of my growth when I was my hair again. But I have so much growth and I'm loving it. I'm really tired of transitioning and I'm kind of ready to do the big chop, idk lol. Anyway I really regret not taking pictures when I first started transitioning but better late than never! I still have some people who don't like the idea of me going natural but oh well. I'm up for suggestion but not criticism (family). Like certain family member they think they know it all and it just aggravates me like crazy. I guess I will just have to show them that my natural hair is beautiful, nappy and all. Plus everybody in my house is relaxed except the boys and my 6 year old niece which i pray she doesn't get a relaxer at all. I know they don't like the idea of me going natural but its not up to them. In other news, I just recently did my second attempt of a braid-out that didn't come out right again so now I think I should try twist outs and buy flexi-rods and see how they come out. I promise I will take pictures of the process or better yet make a video which might be better, we'll see. Till then XOXO Cel 

Goodbye September

When I think of October I think of fall! I love the fall; from the changing of the leaves, the weather, scarves, beanies and all the beautiful things that come with fall. Plus this is the month my beautiful, crazy nephew was born. I believe he's going to be a preteen this week. Anyway I remember when I was younger and I would step on the leaves just because I loved to hear them crunch under my feet and to be honest I still do that. lol Oh yeah, I love having my hot coco or Latte's it just sets the mood of fall for me. Since fall is here I will be getting a good supply of scarves, beanies, boots(uggs) and the list goes on. Although I was born in the winter fall has to be one of my favorite seasons by far. I hope that this month and season goes well. Oh yeah Octobers marks 6 month of my transition from relaxed to natural. But I'm going to talk about it in a later post. Anyway I hope October treats everyone well!  XOXO Cel