Virgin Diary

I'm a virgin! Always have been and always will be. I can't even count how many times I tell someone I'm a virgin and they give me that weird look like I'm a unicorn or like I have three boobs.Some even say I don't look like a virgin. Is there such a thing as not looking like a virgin? It makes me laugh. There are times I rather not say anything because there's always questions that I've answered one too many times but I answer them anyway just to get out the way. Here's what I usually say:I'm proud to be a virgin, and no you can't be the first (to the guys), I'm waiting for the right person, and yes I'm waiting for marriage. Of course not many people wait til marriage to have sex but that's my goal. Although I'm not getting married just to have sex. I just feel like giving my virginity to someone is a gift  and I want to give it up to someone I trust and care about because one I give it up I can't get it back. Yeah I know the horrifying stories of your about losing and a blah blah blah. In someway I'm hope my first time will be "special." Cheesy I know but hey a girl can dream. I would be lying if I said I've never wanted to have sex because that would be a lie. There were countless times when I gave up waiting and just wanted to get it over with. Thank God I didn't though. I would have regretted it. Plus I don't want to be one of those girls who have sex once and get pregnant. Now if that happens I would die! (not literally though lol). I'm not ready for a kid, I can wait a little while longer. So I would be keeping my virginity for a longggggg while. I already know God has someone for me, I just have to be patient.