I think I'm ready to bc

Venting Timeeeeee!!!! lol Although I said was going to wait til December or in April to bc I might just do it sooner then I think. Tomorrow I might go to get my last blow out. I'm just tired of transitioning, I'm tired of trying to blend in the two textures. I have people in my ear telling me to wait and I like I always do I listen to them. I'm not listening to them anymore. I'm tired of spending unnecessary money on my hair. I don't care what any one says I will save more money doing my own hair. I'm still sitting here contemplating rather I want to get a blow out or save money or just bc tomorrow lol. There's just alot going through my head right now. I'm just frustrated and tired of transitioning.