Wednesday, November 30, 2011


I don't know why everyone is going against me right now, I'm tired of feeling like the black sheep, I'm just tired

Monday, November 28, 2011

I want to feel the Love

There are days where i don't feel loved by my family, I know that they love me but someday i just feel like the black sheep of the family. Its like I was adopted sometimes, I just feel like i don't belong.Everything I do always is wrong or bad. I just wish that one day I could feel like I belong in my family all the time

Thursday, November 24, 2011


I always say I'm ready for a change, but I never change..but I always find myself going back to the same thing I said I was going to leave..I can never live up to what I say and that sucks..I can't wait for the day where I finally act out what I say

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

New To This

Well, this is my first actual blog besides Tumblr. I'm so new to this whole thing "blogging." Like actually blogging, because when I'm on tumblr i would reblog, reblog, reblog, and i just felt like i needed a change..I need a fresh start. To be honest tt kind of feels good to start off fresh. I doubt if i would get any followers but that's alright. This blog would probably will consist of everything in my life. I don't know whether I am going to vlog about my day or just random things or whether I would write/type out my day. I guess i will see what happens