Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Hello Fall!

Its been wayyyyy too long since I've wrote anything on here. I'm pretty sure no one reads my blog anyway but I'm just going to pretend that they do. So as most know a new semester has come and O.M.G, I honestly don't know what I have gotten myself into this semester. If anyone read my previous post from yearsss (months) ago. I was struggling finding my major or just really deciding what i want to do. I went from nursing to teaching to art teacher and now I am a photography major. I have come to the conclusion that teaching is not for me so I just going to throw that to the curb. I always has a love for photography ever since I was 13. So I was like why not. There are a lot of opportunities with the major so I praying that I get what I'm looking for. My life overall is chaotic, but i'm not going to let stress or anxiety or insecurities get in  my way..I just really can't wait for this semester to be over.

My current relationship status is still single. To be honest at one point I was tired of being single, like every girl we want that companionship, love, etc. In my case I let want of a man cloud my better judgement. Not to long ago I was willing to settle with a friend that I kinda like just for the sake of being with someone. Later on, I just realized what the heck I was doing. Even though me and this guy are friends doesn't mean we are meant for each other. I know God has someone out there for me and only for me. I'm done with settling for less than what I deserve. I just have to be patient and stay in the face of God and finish school before I get into any kind of relationship. Most of all I just need to love myself more. I know my worth and I know that everything will fall into place in due time.

Life Lesson 
Patience is KEY!!!!

Xo Cel

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Well Hello!!

Here's a life update. Its been a hot minute since I've post anything! My life has been somewhat chaotic, from school to work and work to school and other stuff! I have to say this semester was not my best, I really got depressed in the middle of everything! I've never expected to get that depressed like that. I guess I was so overwhelmed with how my life was going, I wasn't doing well in school at all and I didn't know how to get back, working almost everyday besides the days I had class it took a toll on me. I honestly didn't know what to do with myself...I Thank God for my family, I don't know what I would've done without them! My mother really helped me get out of it and I can't thank her enough.
So for those who have read in my previous post I had a "love" interest. Things were going fine then we both got busy with our own lives and we sort of fell apart. I mean I tried to stay in contact with him but he wouldn't really try and talk. So I brushed it of because I knew he had a hectic schedule so I didn't think to much of it. Plus we never really said we were going to date but in his words "we are taking this slow" But we went from taking it slow from not doing anything. So couple of weeks went by and we finally had a chance to see each other and in the mist of our convo he tells me he is seeing someone. I'm not going lie my feeling were hurt but I want not going to let him see me sweat. I  played it off and just became the friend. In some ways I'm happy things didn't work out between us because maybe we weren't meant to be. It took a little while for me to get over it but I'm good now and life goes on.
I'm learning a lot about myself and I'm enjoying this journey I'm on with  loving myself and enjoying my own company. Also I've been trying to build my relationship with God and I'm enjoying that journey too. I know my life has a way of making things worst then what they seem but I'm looking at on the brighter side of everything in my life. Til next time
XO Cel 

Monday, January 6, 2014

2013 hair journey

2013 was a very interesting year for me hair wise, mentally and physically. I really learned a lot about myself during this hair journey. I've learned how to be comfortable with myself and love myself...it has been difficult and challaging for me to love myself and not care what people think of me or my hair. After awhile I just stopped caring. My hair has grown so much and I love it!! This month makes 1 full year of me being natural!! I can't wait to see where I'm hair will be a couple of years from now