Saturday, March 28, 2015

A long over due length check #3



I didn't notice i much my hair has grown! Til now! I am so happy with my growth so far. I finally got my ends trimmed professionally last mont after the three years i've went natural and oh me oh my hair has never felt and looked better. This natural hair journey has been a roller coaster. I'm learning so much about myself and my hair. Right now my hair in shoulder length my goal is for next year is to be bra-strap length...keeping my fingers cross. Well thats all for right now...til next time 

Xo Cel 

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Hello Fall!

Its been wayyyyy too long since I've wrote anything on here. I'm pretty sure no one reads my blog anyway but I'm just going to pretend that they do. So as most know a new semester has come and O.M.G, I honestly don't know what I have gotten myself into this semester. If anyone read my previous post from yearsss (months) ago. I was struggling finding my major or just really deciding what i want to do. I went from nursing to teaching to art teacher and now I am a photography major. I have come to the conclusion that teaching is not for me so I just going to throw that to the curb. I always has a love for photography ever since I was 13. So I was like why not. There are a lot of opportunities with the major so I praying that I get what I'm looking for. My life overall is chaotic, but i'm not going to let stress or anxiety or insecurities get in  my way..I just really can't wait for this semester to be over.

My current relationship status is still single. To be honest at one point I was tired of being single, like every girl we want that companionship, love, etc. In my case I let want of a man cloud my better judgement. Not to long ago I was willing to settle with a friend that I kinda like just for the sake of being with someone. Later on, I just realized what the heck I was doing. Even though me and this guy are friends doesn't mean we are meant for each other. I know God has someone out there for me and only for me. I'm done with settling for less than what I deserve. I just have to be patient and stay in the face of God and finish school before I get into any kind of relationship. Most of all I just need to love myself more. I know my worth and I know that everything will fall into place in due time.

Life Lesson 
Patience is KEY!!!!

Xo Cel

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Well Hello!!

Here's a life update. Its been a hot minute since I've post anything! My life has been somewhat chaotic, from school to work and work to school and other stuff! I have to say this semester was not my best, I really got depressed in the middle of everything! I've never expected to get that depressed like that. I guess I was so overwhelmed with how my life was going, I wasn't doing well in school at all and I didn't know how to get back, working almost everyday besides the days I had class it took a toll on me. I honestly didn't know what to do with myself...I Thank God for my family, I don't know what I would've done without them! My mother really helped me get out of it and I can't thank her enough.
So for those who have read in my previous post I had a "love" interest. Things were going fine then we both got busy with our own lives and we sort of fell apart. I mean I tried to stay in contact with him but he wouldn't really try and talk. So I brushed it of because I knew he had a hectic schedule so I didn't think to much of it. Plus we never really said we were going to date but in his words "we are taking this slow" But we went from taking it slow from not doing anything. So couple of weeks went by and we finally had a chance to see each other and in the mist of our convo he tells me he is seeing someone. I'm not going lie my feeling were hurt but I want not going to let him see me sweat. I  played it off and just became the friend. In some ways I'm happy things didn't work out between us because maybe we weren't meant to be. It took a little while for me to get over it but I'm good now and life goes on.
I'm learning a lot about myself and I'm enjoying this journey I'm on with  loving myself and enjoying my own company. Also I've been trying to build my relationship with God and I'm enjoying that journey too. I know my life has a way of making things worst then what they seem but I'm looking at on the brighter side of everything in my life. Til next time
XO Cel 

Monday, January 6, 2014

2013 hair journey

2013 was a very interesting year for me hair wise, mentally and physically. I really learned a lot about myself during this hair journey. I've learned how to be comfortable with myself and love has been difficult and challaging for me to love myself and not care what people think of me or my hair. After awhile I just stopped caring. My hair has grown so much and I love it!! This month makes 1 full year of me being natural!! I can't wait to see where I'm hair will be a couple of years from now 

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Life as of now...

A lot and nothing much has been going on lately. They only thing that I've been doing is working. Work has taken over my life to be honest. I don't even know if I'm to go back to school this semester. Anyway I've been away too long. To be honest I just haven't been in the mood to blog or to do anything for that matter. My life has be so chaotic. I will try my best to blog more often than I do.

Love life
Its existing. I'm actually talking to someone right now. We're not forcing things. We're just taking things slow and seeing where everything goes. I like this guy a lot. He's the first guy I've liked like this in a long time. I'm not trying to think ahead and start naming our babies or any of that stuff. I'm just having fun. I'm exploring my options. I'm learning to let my guard down with him. I've learning to trust him. I'm learning that I need to stop playing hard to get. Its taking me a little time but I'm getting there. I'm just glad that he understand me and he just taking with me. I really like him "inserts blushing face" Who knows maybe in a month or two from now we would probably make things official and become exclusive. We'll see..

This month make it 10 months since I big chopped...My hair is going strong and growing fast. Everyday I'm learning and loving my hair more and more.  Its getting bigger and bigger. My hair as of right now its almost near my shoulders. Oh yeah I recently straighten my hair. OMG I was soo scared to flat iron my hair, I didn't want my hair to get heat damage but thankfully I didn't. I'm enjoying this hair journey. I can't wait to see my hair a couple of years from now. I have mini twist in my hair now. I'm so ready to take them out already. I miss my fro lol. My goal for my hair is to get to BSL, hopefully I will get there 2 or 3 years from now.. Well thats all for now..Til next time

XO Cel 

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Little Things

You don't know how many times I will the little things in my  life get me down. I would  get pissed off because I cant find my keys or my shoes or a pair of my favorite jeans.  I will also let  people get the best of me. Its funny how any little thing can break someones happiness. You could be having an awesome day but the one thing or person can do or say the wrong thing to you and your day is ruined. Those little bad things should define how the rest of you day will go. Its best to look at all the good that is happening in you life. The Good will always out weigh the bad, so when something minor does just brush it off your shoulder and smile and be happy. 

XO Cel

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Dating Rules From my future Self

     During my countless search of movies to download I came across this web series..Dating Rules from my Future Self..I was very intrigued by the concept of the show. Your future self contacts you to guide you from making that big mistake they wish they never happened in your relationship.  I know I'm not the only person who thinks it would be kind of interesting to see my future self.  I wish my future self would have came into my life to guide and stop me from making that stupid decision that I regret but I know that will never happen. If you guys are interested in watching you can find it here  I think you will really enjoy it! I just wish that both season had more episodes and I hoping they come out with another season.

XO Cel