Thursday, May 15, 2014

Well Hello!!

Here's a life update. Its been a hot minute since I've post anything! My life has been somewhat chaotic, from school to work and work to school and other stuff! I have to say this semester was not my best, I really got depressed in the middle of everything! I've never expected to get that depressed like that. I guess I was so overwhelmed with how my life was going, I wasn't doing well in school at all and I didn't know how to get back, working almost everyday besides the days I had class it took a toll on me. I honestly didn't know what to do with myself...I Thank God for my family, I don't know what I would've done without them! My mother really helped me get out of it and I can't thank her enough.
So for those who have read in my previous post I had a "love" interest. Things were going fine then we both got busy with our own lives and we sort of fell apart. I mean I tried to stay in contact with him but he wouldn't really try and talk. So I brushed it of because I knew he had a hectic schedule so I didn't think to much of it. Plus we never really said we were going to date but in his words "we are taking this slow" But we went from taking it slow from not doing anything. So couple of weeks went by and we finally had a chance to see each other and in the mist of our convo he tells me he is seeing someone. I'm not going lie my feeling were hurt but I want not going to let him see me sweat. I  played it off and just became the friend. In some ways I'm happy things didn't work out between us because maybe we weren't meant to be. It took a little while for me to get over it but I'm good now and life goes on.
I'm learning a lot about myself and I'm enjoying this journey I'm on with  loving myself and enjoying my own company. Also I've been trying to build my relationship with God and I'm enjoying that journey too. I know my life has a way of making things worst then what they seem but I'm looking at on the brighter side of everything in my life. Til next time
XO Cel