I'm going Natural

I've been thinking about it for a longgggg time! So I decided to officially go natural. My last relaxer was in April , so i'm in the process of transitioning fro relax to natural. Of course some of my family members don't like my decision but I'm like its my hair and i do what I want with it. Besides that I'm kind of excited about how my natural hair is going to look like and all that good stuff. I've watching alot of natural and transitioning vids on youtube and they are really inspiring. I can't wait to see my natural hair.   

I got my permit!!!

Words can not express how proud i am of myself..It was about time I got it though, all i need is my license and then get my car! I was tired of being the only one out of my friends and some family members who dont have their license. Right now im going to call a driving school so i can practice because i already know that my mother, father nor my sister is going to help me sooo yeah i basically on my own. Which is fine with me, i need to start doing stuff on my own anyway..i realize the things i want in this life i need to go out and get it and not wait for it to be handed to me. In all that im just proud of myself and showing myself i can do anything i put my mind to and with God's help

Waiting Patiently

I'm at the point of my life where I felt like I should be in a relationship right now. I've never had one boyfriend and since I'm 21 I should have a boyfriend by now. But if you asked me why I wanted a boyfriend, I couldn't give you a straight answer. All I would tell you is "I don't know", "I just want one." I never really sat down and thought about why I should have a boyfriend. Yeah its nice to have someone to talk to, cuddle with, kiss and all that good stuff but a relationship takes more the that. It take more than what I see in the movies. I need to stop watching so many romantic movies, they give me false hope lol just kidding. Sometimes I wish my life was like a romantic movie. Like The Notebook or like Brown Sugar. Unfortunately life doesn't work like the movies. A girl can dream though! I've had many guys asking me to be their girlfriend so many times but I just felt like they would be waste of time. I want to be in a relationship but I want to be in the right one..I know that God has someone out there for me, so I'm just going to wait patiently for my guy to come.

Yesterdays OOTD.

Mistakes

I always say there is no need for regrets because the one thing I'm regretting was the one thing I really wanted. So when ever I do something wrong or made a mistake I just learned to live with my mistakes...There's no need for regrets..

Regret

Idk what made me take some classes with my sister..I love her but she is a pain..She acts like my mother and I hate that...We are both adults and would be nice to be treated like one..Plus people think we are joined at the hip. Like we are suppose to be together all the time! But I see her everyday in the house..I really regret taking classes with her..I've definitely would never take anymore classes with her..I should have went with my gut and change my classes when I had the chance but its too late now 

Moving out

I am so ready moving out of my parents house. I feel like im being smothered. Its not that I dont love my parent or my family but I just feel its about time I leave and become my own person. Im 21 years old, it about time I move..I just need a nice paying job so I could save up and find me a place. I know my family feel like im not ready to be  on my own, basically they dont think im not "responsible" enough..That really hurts to know that my family doesnt think im not ready to be own my on..Well I just have to show them that I am ready to be on my own..In all that I just hope I move out soon